The sun was shining and warming me. There was a light breeze that I welcomed when I was staring out on the valley. And than I started writing a long list with what I know about myself. I didn’t expect the list to turn out this long, but I just kept on writing. Some examples of this list:
I’m good at what I do and for this reason people ask me to stay longer or return
I decide over the direction of my life
Once every 2 or 3 weeks I need a day to recharge where I don’t speak to or see people
I love the sun
I love rainy and cloudy days as well
I like to feel needed
Entire days without computers or phones are the days where I’m living in the moment
I write more when I don’t have a partner
I’m happy with my first name, but not yet with my surname
Dancing and singing makes me happy
I look forward to being back in Holland, but am happy that I know when I will be leaving again
I still want to learn Spanish
I’m never going to be a morning person
I only want to own cloths that make me feel good
I love going to new supermarkets
I don’t like buying new shoes or trousers
One of the most magical things I’ve seen was a moonrise
I’m more creative when I don’t have a partner
I love looking at men, but freeze when they look back
I don’t know what being in love is
I’m proud of my selfishness
I love the words ‘not yet’
When I act on my impulses I feel the flow
I’m not ready to think about my future in a concrete plan